Thursday, May 30, 2013

People are fucking stupid.

What the fuck is wrong with people?

I'm talking about the ones who THRIVE on DRAMA! Ones who create bull-shit lies just to start drama, the ones who try to create rifts in other people lives...

WHY?!?!?! I don't understand.

Is it that you are bored, is there not enough excitement in your own life? Are you just hateful? Are you jealous? I mean come on, what's the fucking deal here?

People fucking make me sick. I mean seriously, I feel physically ill when I hear or see some of this shit.

Drama drama fucking drama.

Fuck you.

Sunday, May 19, 2013

May 19, 2013. CD 22

May 19, 2013. Cycle Day 22

Still too early to test..... Only 5 days past ovulation. Ah.... the two week wait...

Well I have a doc. Appointment on Thursday, so they might be able to tell me then.... but that's only what.... 9 dpo, so who knows. I may still have to wait.

Well, I'm feeling very crampy and bloated. Like bad gas. But that's about it. I'm hopeful, but not getting my hopes up too much....


We'll see in a week or so.

Fingers Crossed xoxox

Tuesday, May 7, 2013

Month 1, day 10

First month of taking Clomid.... I'm on CD 10, so not ovulating yet....

By this time next week I could be pregnant. Fingers crossed!

I'm told to "think pregnant" and "act pregnant" before I get pregnant.... which means, taking prenatal vitamins, eating better, getting some healthy exercise, and I need to quit smoking....

Well, so far, I'm taking the vitamins, and eating better... kinda getting some exercise, but not enough. And so far no luck on the quitting smoking.. but I've deff. cut back, a lot.


I'm really excited. I'm trying very hard not to get my hopes up too much, but I'm just so damn excited. Tim is pretty excited too, he's so sweet. He's like doing little things, and making little comments. Just too cute. But, I can tell he also isn't getting his hopes up too soon either. Although he isn't saying anything about it not working.... He's being very supportive.

I'm lucky.

I'm not letting anything, or anyone, stand in my way of happiness. No bull shit emails, texts, phone calls.... nothing.Say whatever you want. I know what's true and what's not.